I would ignore his birthday for what he was doing to me but again, if I really ignore him...how many more birthday I get to celebrate with him? He is changing and I am changing too. Every celebration could be the last.

It is true he didn't take me as someone important anymore eversince so many "things" happened or he never even see me as someone important. Who am I anyway? He has his right.....Time to practise my right,I guess.

I will take everyday spent with him as last. If one day, he left. At least I still have all the memories with me. No time to think what he did to me. At least I have give my best, I really don't expect anything from you!