I am a person with lots of love and am still believe in that too...just that too much things had happened. Too much fear accumulated...we all know that's hurt and now I choose to live in the safe side and try to hold myself back from falling to anyone...simply because I have been there and done that. Truly appreciate my indifferent feeling now, as if I will not be affected anymore. Can it be I am turning too cold now. Must be harsh to those who really want to go inside...but too bad, my heart is locked.